bring me back a woman. not in this life, i won't be able to touch it in the way i want.
i want to bleed. i want that monthly red confusion. i want to let it dry on my sheets and inner thighs into something like clarity. let me be a her. let me be her.
i want to house an earthling in my womb. i want to suffer and die and become reborn like a crazy phenix upon birthing. Birth, it begins and ends there.
A woman cuz i want to feel the contrast between me and a man. i want to fall in love with a man like i am now. bring me back a woman so i can find me again and we can make ourselves whole.
for a moment or two
