on the grass. we werent on the grass together. i was there alone. i've been with the trees. i've been melting on earth.
i gripped my backpack in my arms and cradled all my ideas buried in my laptop like a pregnancy.
i can't tell if i slept.
you werent there when i decided to get up on stage and grab the microphone and stare at my shoes and mutter jokes to save my life.
i couldve died a million times. what about that huh. what about that.
you wouldve let me.
